October 30, 2006

Valerie's letter...

This is a letter from Valerie in Alan Moore's V for Vendetta, it is probably one of the most powerful testaments to integrity I have ever read or seen. I have included the original piece from the graphic novel, as well as the video from the film.

I don't know who you are. Please believe. There is no way I can convince you that this is not one of their tricks. But I don't care. I am me, and I don't know who you are, but I love you.

I have a pencil. A little one they did not find. I am a women. I hid it inside me. Perhaps I won't be able to write again, so this is a long letter about my life. It is the only autobiography I have ever written and oh God I'm writing it on toilet paper.

I was born in Nottingham in 1957, and it rained a lot. I passed my eleven plus and went to girl's Grammar. I wanted to be an actress.

I met my first girlfriend at school. Her name was Sara. She was fourteen and I was fifteen but we were both in Miss. Watson's class. Her wrists. Her wrists were beautiful. I sat in biology class, staring at the picket rabbit foetus in its jar, listening while Mr. Hird said it was an adolescent phase that people outgrew. Sara did. I didn't.

In 1976 I stopped pretending and took a girl called Christine home to meet my parents. A week later I enrolled at drama college. My mother said I broke her heart.

But it was my integrity that was important. Is that so selfish? It sells for so little, but it's all we have left in this place. It is the very last inch of us. But within that inch we are free.

London. I was happy in London. In 1981 I played Dandini in Cinderella. My first rep work. The world was strange and rustling and busy, with invisible crowds behind the hot lights and all that breathless glamour. It was exciting and it was lonely. At nights I'd go to the Crew-Ins or one of the other clubs. But I was stand-offish and didn't mix easily. I saw a lot of the scene, but I never felt comfortable there. So many of them just wanted to be gay. It was their life, their ambition. And I wanted more than that.

Work improved. I got small film roles, then bigger ones. In 1986 I starred in "The Salt Flats." It pulled in the awards but not the crowds. I met Ruth while working on that. We loved each other. We lived together and on Valentine's Day she sent me roses and oh God, we had so much. Those were the best three years of my life.

In 1988 there was the war, and after that there were no more roses. Not for anybody.

In 1992 they started rounding up the gays. They took Ruth while she was out looking for food. Why are they so frightened of us? They burned her with cigarette ends and made her give them my name. She signed a statement saying I'd seduced her. I didn't blame her. God, I loved her. I didn't blame her.

But she did. She killed herself in her cell. She couldn't live with betraying me, with giving up that last inch. Oh Ruth. . . .

They came for me. They told me that all of my films would be burned. They shaved off my hair and held my head down a toilet bowl and told jokes about lesbians. They brought me here and gave me drugs. I can't feel my tongue anymore. I can't speak.

The other gay women here, Rita, died two weeks ago. I imagine I'll die quite soon. It's strange that my life should end in such a terrible place, but for three years I had roses and I apologized to nobody.

I shall die here. Every last inch of me shall perish. Except one.

An inch. It's small and it's fragile and it's the only thing in the world worth having. We must never lose it, or sell it, or give it away. We must never let them take it from us.

I don't know who you are. Or whether you're a man or a woman. I may never see you or cry with you or get drunk with you. But I love you. I hope that you escape this place. I hope that the world turns and that things get better, and that one day people have roses again. I wish I could kiss you.



October 20, 2006

Killface has spoken!

Killface is right! You can add him to the top 5 heroes of all time, next to Master Shake and Bender.

October 18, 2006

Congressman's hubby denied benefits...

Former Congressman Gerry Studds (the first openly gay Congressman ever) passed away recently, but his hubby is being denied pension benefits due to the Defense of Marriage Act passed/signed by Bill Clinton in the mid 90s, although they were LEGALLY married in Massachusetts.

The fucked up part? The only people denied pension benefits in the government are those convicted of treason, and the gays. Wow, there's a great lesson government. Even if we have the utmost respect for our gay elected officials and leaders, their lovers are treated as if they were traitors to this country.

Moral of the story? There really isn't one. My advice, -Attention Pages! - take all the secrets you can find and sell them, in the end at least you will make some money for being treated like a traitor while you are getting fucked by Congress (whether metaphorically or literally).

Guess there won't be a Blade 4...

Wesley Snipes is in deep shit with the IRS for escaping tax money he owes to the government, but when they wanted to arrest his ass, he was nowhere to be found.

Dude the guy has done how many government conspiracy movies? Of course he ran! Not to mention the fact that Hollywood don't really give a shit if you are wanted for arrest in America, just move out of the country and you'll still win awards [Roman Polansky... pedered some bitch then moved away and won an Oscar... although he couldn't accept it cause he woulda been arrested before he made it to the show].

My advice to you Wesley? Stop making shitty movies and maybe you'll make enough to pay your fucking taxes!

Democrats could take over if they'd stop getting bad hair cuts...

The Democrats should be winning most of the mid term elections, giving them the proper majority over the Senate and House, thus diminishing a lot of Bush's power, and hopefully save America from a tyrannical right wing agenda by the fresh Republican faces.

A lot of this is due to the public finally realizing Iraq is a bad deal, and that Republicans preach morality while on stage, but behind the scenes are too busy trying to jack off on the webcam with minors and stealing money to actually pass any laws.

The Democrats SHOULD be winning is the key, though, since they are too fucking busy worrying about the right (who's power seems to be diminishing as people are also realizing that they don't want their lives censored and controlled by some bitch house wife with a Jesus complex) and getting bad hair cuts [come on! that hippy frock has got to go].

I guess we will find out in a month whether they do take it, but I would like to see them taking this high ground that they have luckily acquired, and bust some Republican balls.

October 16, 2006

My own best friend...


"I'll Be My Own Best Friend..."

More art by me.

(Pictures are actually bigger and not as scaled down, but where I am storing them they are, so if youd like to see the original/best, email me)

October 11, 2006

I Wish...


"I Wish..."


(Pictures are actually bigger and not as scaled down, but where I am storing them they are, so if youd like to see the original/best, email me)

October 6, 2006

My favorite artist...



I have started doing some artwork again. This is my first piece drawn by hand [well on the computer], so enjoy.

It's been years since I actually made original art, so I am very proud of it [in other words quit knocking it asshole!]

Hopefully I will be inspired to do more.

October 5, 2006

Republican seeking life mate: Likes walks on the beach, serving in Congress, touching boy butt...

Everyone has probably heard the story of Florida Congressman Mark Foley and his instant message conversations with Congressional Pages asking them about beating off and their dick size.

The dude has some kind of fantasy for political high schoolers for some reason, and resigned cause he's a big ol mo and the Republican party looks down on that, not to mention the possible criminal aspects of his trists.

The funniest part is that he was on the Committee for Exploited Children and could face charges thanks to a bill he passed.

Honestly the kids knew what they were doing flirting with him and shit, and everyone knows that the Republican party is filled with closet queens who get off on bedding their higher ups, if not just for the bragging rights [its just nice that its being exposed]. Honestly these are the type of closeted kids who grow up to be the creepy guy who pinches aids' butts when they get older and elected.

I personally think the biggest scandal is the fact that all of these higher ups like Speaker Haster knew about Foley's affinity for high schoolers and young college boys, and did nothing from stopping him on fraternizing with minors, then lying about it and saying they are shocked about these developments.

Come on, they wouldn't hide this shit if they weren't doing the same thing. All these hypocrites need to stop garnering for the nut bags and just admit they are big fags instead of getting caught on voice mail services, gay hotels, cruisy parks, instant messenger applications, etc etc etc...

If you really want to help your party, start changing it from the inside, rather than getting caught leaving dirty messages on boys computers and soliciting sex to undercover cops. Look at Barney Frank, thanks to being a Democrat, he got caught bein a big ol cock sucker, and he is STILL in office.

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